Trapped once again

December 15, 2010

This is my dream – to sit cross-legged on top of a mountain, looking out onto a view of snow-capped peaks and grassy hills below. Of course I am paying attention to my breath and the mantra on my lips allows me to stay in the now. My mind never wanders to the past, never regurgitates suffering. My mind doesn’t flip to the future. I don’t play scenarios of winning the lottery or let fear reign in my brain, thinking of all the terrible calamities that could befall me and my family. I just breathe, in and out. I need for nothing and am grateful for every blessing bestowed upon me. Once I have sat for an hour in mindful mediation, I slowly stretch my body and make my way to the kitchen, and eat a bowl of rice. My only possessions are a change of clothes and a winter coat that fit into a backpack. I am rid of responsibility of matter, of insuring it, of worrying about losing it.
So why is then that I have just fallen into the high tech trap of purchasing an i phone?

2 Responses to “Trapped once again”

  1. David said

    Dear beautiful Reva.
    I purchased your book on Saturday evening and have not rested until this moment, when I finally closed the back page 3 nights later.
    I am a South African Jew who has lost his way.
    I was so moved by your book and by getting to know you, another wandering Jewish soul in this wide open planet we inherited.
    I feel I have connected with you and your trials and pains through your honest, painful and (very) funny words.
    Thank you for writing your wonderful book. You are so brave!
    I hope to read maybe some other writings or poetry of yours if available.


  2. Reva Mann said

    thank you for your lovely words
    i hope you find your way…..Blessings

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